Tonight I‘m becoming a vampire and starting to live my eternal life. And I‘m writing this, because I want you to remember some things from your mortal life. First, I‘m giving you new name: Noraya Flare. I‘m doing this not because I‘m trying to separate your mortal past from you, but I want you to have new start. I thought, that your old name carries too much pain and sadness.
My name is Ahrista Ferlan. I was born in Riften. My father was soldier and mother was an alchemist. I had twin younger sisters Dhilesa and Thalese. It's the only names I can remember. When I was 16 and my sisters were 5 years old, we lost our father which broke down mother. It was giving me a hard time too, but I decided that I can not afford to loose my shit. "This family needs someone to rely on" I said to myself. That's how I started collecting alchemy materials and selling them. They were expensive and I was able to make good coin to feed my family.
Three years have passed since father's death. It was one of those casual days. I packed my stuff, said my goodbye and left for the day. I was finishing my work pretty late because butterfly wings were so hard to find and sun was already setting. By the time I reached my home it was dark. The moment I saw my house, strange feeling of dread struck me. It was dark inside, not even a single light was on. I knew my mother would not have gone to bed without knowing I have returned safe and sound. Doors unlocked, rooms thrashed and 3 lifeless bodies laid on the ground. My body started to shake and countless voices in my head were screaming vaguely. I never found out who or why did this.
For past two years I was questioning my whole existence. Why I‘m alive? My whole family is dead, and yet I‘m still here. If there is a some kind of path that gods want me to follow? Or I just happened to be in the wrong place at the right time and survived? I kept praying but gods gave me no answers. Until one day my prayers were answered by those I never asked. I was always fascinated by vampires, but afraid of seeing people I love getting old and dying. Since my family was already dead there was nothing holding me back. That‘s why when I was asked if I would like to join Lamae‘s Beolfag blood family, I couldn‘t say no.
That‘s all I want you to remember. Ofcourse, there are more important things, but I don‘t feel like they will matter after 20 or more years. But if you will feel like you want to know something, ask Honesty, she knows everything. Let this letter remind you that you were mer once too. My last wish is for you to track your time. I believe, that knowing your age, will help you to feel more like a human. And don‘t forget, that every monster deserves to be loved and be happy.
InsolitumIn: If you still show around, added few of my arts I made!
Grazzt: Holy s**t Tinc how much did you spend on your Outfits ?? They're very nice !!
Tinc3: @grazzt there is a new mobile game that ncsoft and netmarble published called Lineage 2 Revolution! Come join me, im playing in Ken Rauhel 02 server!
Grazzt: But I still love the "idea" of the Shillien Empire, what could we do with it ?
Grazzt: I think it's time to finally admit that I'm not 25 anymore, real life has taken over, and I don't have enough time to take care of a Guild, in any game, I can only be a casual gamer now :'(
Tinc3: Sadly, I have not much free time for gaming as well, and probably won't have 'till next year. ;[
InsolitumIn: Hey, we are fine. The social guild TInce, Oni, Hull and I are in has some members that want to try out RP, so we are doing inn RP even for them to get to know RP. IF you will have a chance to join it, feel free to drop by on October 15th 17:00 CET :)
Grazzt: How are you guys doing ? I gotta a lot of work these days so not much time for playing unfortunately :'(
InsolitumIn: Me and Tince won't make it to event, because we are at gaming conference. We are really sorry. But have a good time guys!
Grazzt: HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!! See you tomorrow :)
Tinc3: you're the one telling me that? :D
InsolitumIn: Dude. Get some friends :D
Tinc3: Happy Birthday to me! :D
Grazzt: Unfortunately not, but you can tell me what you'd like to see and I can try to make it happen :)
Tinc3: can we somehow edit it ?
Grazzt: You can now buy our Guild Tabard in our Guild Store (from a Banker) ! I tried to make it look as close as possible to a Shilen crest ;)
Grazzt: I'm back from my holidays !! And I found out that we now have 10 members, so we can have a Guild Bank and a Guild Heraldry !!
Tinc3: Missed you ;)
Grazzt: I'll be coming back from my holidays next week, I can't wait to see you all again :)
InsolitumIn: Rest in peproni, friends