Tonight I‘m becoming a vampire and starting to live my eternal life. And I‘m writing this, because I want you to remember some things from your mortal life. First, I‘m giving you new name: Noraya Flare. I‘m doing this not because I‘m trying to separate your mortal past from you, but I want you to have new start. I thought, that your old name carries too much pain and sadness.
My name is Ahrista Ferlan. I was born in Riften. My father was soldier and mother was an alchemist. I had twin younger sisters Dhilesa and Thalese. It's the only names I can remember. When I was 16 and my sisters were 5 years old, we lost our father which broke down mother. It was giving me a hard time too, but I decided that I can not afford to loose my shit. "This family needs someone to rely on" I said to myself. That's how I started collecting alchemy materials and selling them. They were expensive and I was able to make good coin to feed my family.
Three years have passed since father's death. It was one of those casual days. I packed my stuff, said my goodbye and left for the day. I was finishing my work pretty late because butterfly wings were so hard to find and sun was already setting. By the time I reached my home it was dark. The moment I saw my house, strange feeling of dread struck me. It was dark inside, not even a single light was on. I knew my mother would not have gone to bed without knowing I have returned safe and sound. Doors unlocked, rooms thrashed and 3 lifeless bodies laid on the ground. My body started to shake and countless voices in my head were screaming vaguely. I never found out who or why did this.
For past two years I was questioning my whole existence. Why I‘m alive? My whole family is dead, and yet I‘m still here. If there is a some kind of path that gods want me to follow? Or I just happened to be in the wrong place at the right time and survived? I kept praying but gods gave me no answers. Until one day my prayers were answered by those I never asked. I was always fascinated by vampires, but afraid of seeing people I love getting old and dying. Since my family was already dead there was nothing holding me back. That‘s why when I was asked if I would like to join Lamae‘s Beolfag blood family, I couldn‘t say no.
That‘s all I want you to remember. Ofcourse, there are more important things, but I don‘t feel like they will matter after 20 or more years. But if you will feel like you want to know something, ask Honesty, she knows everything. Let this letter remind you that you were mer once too. My last wish is for you to track your time. I believe, that knowing your age, will help you to feel more like a human. And don‘t forget, that every monster deserves to be loved and be happy.
InsolitumIn: Rest in peproni, friends
Tinc3: Everyone iš dead
InsolitumIn: Greetings! How are you guys?
Tinc3: Guys, I wont be attending 2 events. Hope you can manage to keep them alive :)
Tinc3: Thank b0ss, hope you enjoy your holiday aswell ;)
Grazzt: A little "hi" from my holidays in the south of France ! I hope you all have fun, wherever you are on Earth or Tamriel :)
Tinc3: Welcome, friend!
Grazzt: Welcome Zalabelk !!
Tze'qua: Check my Character thread out, I edited a video :)
Tinc3: Dropbox if we're willing to pay money for 2Tb, Google drive if we want free 15GB
InsolitumIn: We can vote on that. Dropbox or Google drive
Tze'qua: or Google Drive?
Grazzt: Great idea about a shared Dropbox ! This way this website here will stay focused on our characters and events !
InsolitumIn: And how about dropbox?
Tze'qua: No fb for me, sorry. Discord is okay, forum, too, but no fb :P
InsolitumIn: We could make fb group and post lots of stuff there, but I know that probably on me, Tince and Hernald would use that :D